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kenapa masih lagi pilih untuk bertanya tentang kau? kenapa masih lagi mahu berbual tentang kau?
trying my best to stop remembering you.
why you are so hard to be loved?

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Ku kirim cinta

Seronok betul minggu ni. Mungkin sebab saya nak pindah Atau Dah merasakan kehilangan
I dont know how to feel about you lately I dont know what to feel about us after this Would it be the same after im gone Or would it change for something that i can call us after im gone
Yang mana satu sekarang saya nak buat?

A. Lupakan  B. Cuba lagi C. Stay wujud dalam hidup tapi wont promise anything D. tak ada satu pon kat atas which i think not applicable sebab memang ada jawapan kat atas.
What say you?

for this one year and until forever

awak,  for this one year and until forever,  i still remember you held my hand when we were in your car i still remember how we wished each other good night and good morning
i remember the night when i held your hand for the first time
remember the terkedu time i remember the night when i kissed you your lip is sweeter than the sweetest candy
always sweeter
for this one year and until forever,  i love to see you walking  i love to put my head on your shoulder it is the most comfortable place in the universe i like your body scent i like your well carved eyebrow
i like your ear i like your small nose until i think i want to chew it i like your long finger even they are sweating your palm is so big until my hand disappeared in it you are so cute until i want to punch you in the face for being so adorable
there is no night i sleep without thinking of you
 you are in the distant though we are so close.  too far for me to held you tightly in my arms even you are standing near
it is so emb…

18 Ramadhooonn

Last two weeks received a good news, Interview PTD berjaya. and 16th July nanti lapor diri kadet PTD. Rezeki bulan ramadhan.
Well not much happened this few past months.  Cuti dua minggu sebab p UK adik konvo. masa tu lah tau pasal result. Tu pun azimah yang cek kan, Pastu mula lah xde mood nak makan.
Alhamdulillah, kesabaran aku di johor ni akhirnya mendatangkan kebaikan dalam hidup aku. Selalu berdoa dah taknak duduk johor atas semua benda yang terjadi.  Selalu berdoa so that aku boleh lupakan apa yang terjadi.  So, nilah masanya kot, aku berhijrah.
Sayang, nak tinggalkan semua orang kat sini.  Semua yang sakit, semua yang menggembirakan. All the bittersweet. Kat sini aku belajar untuk tidak cepat menyerahkan hati aku.  Belajar untuk terima yang tak semua sukakan kita. Not all the things will turn out as what we want it to be. Belajar yang masih ada lagi kawan yang akan stay behind you even they are tired of your dumb and stupid decision. Sedar yang sebenarnya ade orang yang sayang…


yesterday is the day that finally i loose you.
there is no one to blame, but i blame myself.

i wsh u all the best in your life. hoping that she will make your life more meaningful, blessed, cheerful more than i did.

it was never ended for me because i am still looking for you in my dreams.