Monday, March 26, 2012

bkn senang2 nk mntak maaf

"ko ingat senang2 je ke nak mnta maaf bila da buat slah?"
ni yg capt ckap kat aku aritu..
pehhh..mnikam kalbu aritu..
pandai2 plak la wartawan2 paparazi2 ni bcerita kisah ak dan dia malam tu..

anyway..ak da insaf semua dah.
aku xnk bnde ni tjadi lagi..
im on my way to lupa kan semua yang berlaku..
dan jangan sape2 pon nak ingatkan aku..
i admit my mistake,,that's it..

kepada awak..maaf. tlong jgn ingatkan saya lagi kepada semua bende terjadi.

Friday, March 16, 2012

ice mountain

giler ak mnympah dgn kau nih*selingan

die x dpt lupe lg ape yg dah aku buat..
gets better in time..
i hope.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

new love is blossoming

alhamdulillah..
finally, saya dpt fendi balik..
trime kaseh kpade sume yg bercakap, berleter, mmberi nasihat, mmbntu dan juga mendengar
salah silap dalm hbungan ini..

ak xkan sia2kan pluang ni..
this might be the last i got..

lov u..let cherish our love back..


i love u more than i did before

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

i wont give up

this lunch i manage to get him..
to sit with me,,,eating nasi ayam together
our silence is more noisy than the crowd..
it was too early to talk about our new situation,
when i stare at him..i see someting yg amat syahdu..
deep in his eyes..

seriously i feel like want to knee over.
and begging not to leave me anymore..
please..don't leave me

it is hurt when i am with him, but i can't talk like the way we used to..

no laughing, no joking, no perli, no mgutuk org..

feels like we've became strangers, out for the 1st time date..

ya ALLAH..please give me courage..ways, to win him back.. i really need him..in my life..

nilai cintamu

it's been 3days my life going on without u..

empty

dull

sorrow

sad

unexcited

please..im begging.

forgive me for all that I've done..

it really hurts when i have to live in here, without u..

Monday, March 12, 2012

curang

mood skarang..bc bwah ni..

Bagaikan tiada lagi
Mentari pagi hari
Suram dan kelam
Dan aku pun menyendiri

Perginya entah kemana
membawa hati luka
Kerna kucurang
Pada cinta yang kau serah

Dan bagaimanakah
Harus kubawa engkau semula
Kembali bersama
Menyusuli cinta kita dulu

Kugenggam baramu
Walaupun panas tak ku terasa
Demi mu kuingin kembali
Pasti tak kuulangi

Pulanglah oh sayang
Bersama salju rindu kasihmu
Izinkan ku kembali lagi di hatimu

Biarpun payah kau terima
Pasti kucuba

Sunday, March 4, 2012

someone is getting bored

yeah..i think someone has getting bored, tired and enough of me or the surrounding..
yesterday was full of happiness, excitable moment, and many memories to smile whenever we flash back..

but somehow, someone doesn't feel this anymore, today..

i don't know what or who's to blame.

maybe myself,
me,
or i,

maybe them,
you, her, or him..

but i think, it most probably the long duration of study..

we've spent 3 years here, got another 1 year to carry on..while the other people already left this place, and don't struggle to live in this sh** anymore..
hahaha..now we are blaming the course duration~haih~

the best is yet to come, perhaps..

"da hilang keseronokan, kegembiraan, keceriaan yg dlu2 dirasai pd sem ni, smpikan terasa malas jer belajar sem ni, ape kna ntah,..pergi umt, tp jiwa xde nak blaja x mcm dlu2.." (him, 2012)